menggila banget semester ini, blog. capek nya bikin ga kuat. 
and then, i made a massive mistake again. :') careless stupidity, you cant get off from me? lol im depressed with myself 
i know, im too often delusioning without see the reality and when i know the truth, my heart just broke. no, its not anyone fault. i thorn myself and i cant do anything. my mind just get twisted.
i know, im too often delusioning without see the reality and when i know the truth, my heart just broke. no, its not anyone fault. i thorn myself and i cant do anything. my mind just get twisted.
how to be me like the old days? the girl who dont care with her around and insensitivity with everything. who just run when know someone wanna get clowse with her. hey where are you, myself in past? if i can get back like that again, i think evertyhin will going easy. i dont need to feel somethin useless like this and dont care with everyone thought. how to be? my intuition is working faster than my mind nowadays. and i realize something. i became fooler and more stupid than when i 10 years old.
okay, itu doang deh hari ini -_-
